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My mom took me shopping today! She was actually super nice about it. I thought she would be annoyed that I needed so many new clothes. I actually really wanted them but she said I needed them too. I was sort of disappointed because I saw the coolest green leather jacket and I think my mom was considering buying it for me but the arms on the jacket were WAY WAY too short. Like how does this even happen? It fit my EVERYWHERE but...not the arms! Ugh. I also got new jeans but I can't wear them to school tomorrow. My mom said that the pant legs are too long and dragging on the ground and she has to hem them. I like how they drag but that did annoy my mom and so the cool jeans are stuck in the laundry room.

I don't wear the same size clothes as my friends. It's really weird. I am the same age as Danielle but she is 3 sizes smaller than me. I'm still smaller than my mom and I think I'm much more mature than Danielle anyway. She always acts babyish and cries when anyone in class tells her off.

 Another reason I was surprised I enjoyed shopping is because I don't feel like doing anything some days. Some days I just want to lie in bed and look at my phone. I hate that I feel so lazy. I think something must be wrong with me for laying around. I don't think other kids feel like this. I must be really weird. But it seems like maybe adults feel like this? I don't know for sure but I know thinking about all this and wondering if my brain is working right makes me even more stressed which makes me just want to crawl under the covers and watch a million hours of old tv on my ipad.

 After my mom had my little sister she wasn't feeling so good and she just laid around a lot too. I never understood what she meant when she said she didn't feel like doing anything. But now I get it!! And I understand her feelings.